Well, I’home.
To the place I belong.
The final exams are coming. I had no chance to hang with my PC for a long long time. Yesterday was my day so I went home, enjoying this common life that just belongs to me. There are some green creature in my room, which makes me feel weird, for it seems that I hadn't n take a look at the all-round plants next to my dormitory. I am struggling with my subject, ha.
New dormitory is new and we laugh day and night, for just a small trick, or a amazing look on my face, or a incredible scream that shouted out from lu.
This year will end up at midnight. And start at the same time. Need not to count down. It's not because of the celebration of people that makes we go into another year, but for the history. We will all be a part of history. Then why we love to know history? Because we are eager to get a spot on and make sure of our existence, in the whole world's history, or just in the history of the ones we love or once loved. Sometimes we just care about a person without reasons. But who knows? May be he is thinking of you, or on the contrast, even hasn't seen your eyes.
I end up my 2008 with obscurity; May I be a part of yours ?
Dec 31, 2008
Nov 14, 2008
从未长高
真是的，上了一整天才上到。。。
虽然风不很大，不很凉，但是打着熟悉美丽的汉字，听着费玉清的在水一方，顿时似乎什么都无需多想，什么都经已完成，风是我的，冬天就在我心里。
白雾迷离。
SIFE的喜悦慢慢淡去，做好了决定，只是不舍得有些麻木。什么都做好了，就是作业没理啊。。哈哈。
既然大家都如此关注光棍节，本来想装不知道都不行了。就是这样吗？大学没有恋爱显得那么寒酸。还好我很享受寒寒酸酸低低调调的呢。
总之祝愿那些想要“脱光”的同伴们能尽快达到心中所想。~独自听歌的日子总是不够用的。
师姐啊，咱们的galaxy真是没取错啊。这种团队的感觉又回来了。不知道cin和mono找回来没有。某林师兄真是野牛啊，我怎么不厚着脸皮早点找他取经呢。
还有啊，原来我们一家三口才是高调隐居呢，且看本人的电脑作业：
小隐隐于林，中隐隐于市，大隐隐于朝。作为深圳东湖水库边上一户普普通通的家庭，傍晚到家以后，我们只算得上是小隐或中隐；对于拥有一间两层楼的若隐若现于山林间的实验室的爸爸来说，上班不过是小隐，尽管每天开车去显得颇为高调；对于每天往返于深圳东西的妈妈来说，也许算得上是中隐，但妈妈从不甘于低调；而我，如今离开家里到了年轻繁复的大学，便从不知道高调如何隐居。
我们没有在朝，于是无法实现大隐。但如同许多拥有美国梦的人们一样，我们一家也各自拥有不同的深圳梦，或为终点，或作跳板，或暂停留。无论如何，“什么时候，万家灯火里，多少个的你或我，都曾为这光景陶醉，都仍为这光景陶醉。”
啊，好久没听麦sir的节目啦。 也好久没回家啦。啦啦啦。
这似乎没什么可啦的啦。
。。。
新世界那老师怎么还不来学校找我打球爬山什么的。南山也好啊~大概明天就可以去问她啦~最近是不是逃课逃上瘾了。。。
额。。忘记买头孢了。还拖着双边肿大的扁桃体去吃嫩牛五方。。。。。。
sunny再也没出现了。他描绘的过去很美。
对，那个过去，也许未来可以再度拥有。
电脑老师布置的作业真是好！
虽然风不很大，不很凉，但是打着熟悉美丽的汉字，听着费玉清的在水一方，顿时似乎什么都无需多想，什么都经已完成，风是我的，冬天就在我心里。
白雾迷离。
SIFE的喜悦慢慢淡去，做好了决定，只是不舍得有些麻木。什么都做好了，就是作业没理啊。。哈哈。
既然大家都如此关注光棍节，本来想装不知道都不行了。就是这样吗？大学没有恋爱显得那么寒酸。还好我很享受寒寒酸酸低低调调的呢。
总之祝愿那些想要“脱光”的同伴们能尽快达到心中所想。~独自听歌的日子总是不够用的。
师姐啊，咱们的galaxy真是没取错啊。这种团队的感觉又回来了。不知道cin和mono找回来没有。某林师兄真是野牛啊，我怎么不厚着脸皮早点找他取经呢。
还有啊，原来我们一家三口才是高调隐居呢，且看本人的电脑作业：
小隐隐于林，中隐隐于市，大隐隐于朝。作为深圳东湖水库边上一户普普通通的家庭，傍晚到家以后，我们只算得上是小隐或中隐；对于拥有一间两层楼的若隐若现于山林间的实验室的爸爸来说，上班不过是小隐，尽管每天开车去显得颇为高调；对于每天往返于深圳东西的妈妈来说，也许算得上是中隐，但妈妈从不甘于低调；而我，如今离开家里到了年轻繁复的大学，便从不知道高调如何隐居。
我们没有在朝，于是无法实现大隐。但如同许多拥有美国梦的人们一样，我们一家也各自拥有不同的深圳梦，或为终点，或作跳板，或暂停留。无论如何，“什么时候，万家灯火里，多少个的你或我，都曾为这光景陶醉，都仍为这光景陶醉。”
啊，好久没听麦sir的节目啦。 也好久没回家啦。啦啦啦。
这似乎没什么可啦的啦。
。。。
新世界那老师怎么还不来学校找我打球爬山什么的。南山也好啊~大概明天就可以去问她啦~最近是不是逃课逃上瘾了。。。
额。。忘记买头孢了。还拖着双边肿大的扁桃体去吃嫩牛五方。。。。。。
sunny再也没出现了。他描绘的过去很美。
对，那个过去，也许未来可以再度拥有。
电脑老师布置的作业真是好！
Oct 20, 2008
喜欢跳飞机的我始终如何
Well~I havn't come here for a long time. Just working and being poor.
Life is like a box of choclate. Yes it is. Mr.Yeung has gone, leaving his warm heart to us, leaving his benediction to us.
Being away from home for over a week, I began to know what I am really missing. I always missed you, so I miss you, so I missed you.
It's just a feeling about home, about the smell of my dolls&pillow. I don't know where to go and just want to rush out of the uni so the moment when the gate of szu is being blurred behind me, I am actually satisfied that it seems I just successfully made up a big project.
It's stupid somehow. Whatever. I have nowhere to go.
Crying out may be a efficient way to release the burden. But I can't cry. I have nowhere to cry. I don't have a party, I can't go home.
DO I HAVE A HOME?
I will be a hero.
Isac said this before he died.
Salor is the murderer. But he didn't mean to do this. He is sick.
Am I sick too?
When the winter comes?
I wanted to let them hear me, but I want to be mute.
DID YOU HEAR ME? I am going to jump out of the plane again.
Life is like a box of choclate. Yes it is. Mr.Yeung has gone, leaving his warm heart to us, leaving his benediction to us.
Being away from home for over a week, I began to know what I am really missing. I always missed you, so I miss you, so I missed you.
It's just a feeling about home, about the smell of my dolls&pillow. I don't know where to go and just want to rush out of the uni so the moment when the gate of szu is being blurred behind me, I am actually satisfied that it seems I just successfully made up a big project.
It's stupid somehow. Whatever. I have nowhere to go.
Crying out may be a efficient way to release the burden. But I can't cry. I have nowhere to cry. I don't have a party, I can't go home.
DO I HAVE A HOME?
I will be a hero.
Isac said this before he died.
Salor is the murderer. But he didn't mean to do this. He is sick.
Am I sick too?
When the winter comes?
I wanted to let them hear me, but I want to be mute.
DID YOU HEAR ME? I am going to jump out of the plane again.
Sep 28, 2008
I'm back. Break comes
Long time no see!!! We Chinese !!!
A sunny days broughts an end to the Army Drill. Some girl said they might cry out when leaving, but no one did so. Maybe we are adults now and everyone learn to pretend to be free and easy.
We lived in a court where held over 400 people. I didn't realize how dangerous it is until one midnight a shrill scream was cried out. The scream was a wave and spread through the whole giant dormitory. Actually, I didn't remember the midnight scream the next day when everyone was talking about the frightening nightmare. My bedmate said when the scream released, when almost everyone woke up and felt scared, I just turned around and whispered 'e', which make her felt I am a celestial being. But in the next morning, I can trully feel the desperation around and the wind was really ice-cold. And even the moon was smiling secretively.
Then we got to know that the girl who scream first was frightened at that time because someone who have to stand guard wanted to borrow her stool and accidentally woke her up. Then this guard girl cover the alarmed girl's mouth in order to stop her scream, but unluckily, the girl was so terrified and she cried out even louder, which led to the whole court crying nightmare.
A sunny days broughts an end to the Army Drill. Some girl said they might cry out when leaving, but no one did so. Maybe we are adults now and everyone learn to pretend to be free and easy.
We lived in a court where held over 400 people. I didn't realize how dangerous it is until one midnight a shrill scream was cried out. The scream was a wave and spread through the whole giant dormitory. Actually, I didn't remember the midnight scream the next day when everyone was talking about the frightening nightmare. My bedmate said when the scream released, when almost everyone woke up and felt scared, I just turned around and whispered 'e', which make her felt I am a celestial being. But in the next morning, I can trully feel the desperation around and the wind was really ice-cold. And even the moon was smiling secretively.
Then we got to know that the girl who scream first was frightened at that time because someone who have to stand guard wanted to borrow her stool and accidentally woke her up. Then this guard girl cover the alarmed girl's mouth in order to stop her scream, but unluckily, the girl was so terrified and she cried out even louder, which led to the whole court crying nightmare.
This time I became a artilleryman. I feel proud and it is awe-inspiring. Our weapon is PG65437, which will be treasured forever in my heart. Although the sun was diabolic, yet everyone of us upheld the drill and felt contene with our achievement. At the same time, I got a good sun tan.
I got to know some friends during this training, likewise, the campus life is really coming.
Break comes. I will go to Jiangxi.
Aug 29, 2008
I should have knew it
All things turn to make sense. I am listening to the RTHK radio 3 Hong Kong Today. Yes, it's a fine and hot day, isn't it?
Last night I found my treasure Noctume on Internet, which was really an encouragement to me. I listen to it every night during my tough senior three when everything became uncontrolled. That was not the most difficult time for me in the result of the comfort given by radio 4, whose programmes includes Noctume and Jazzing Up. So now I can simply realize why I am so depressed during the time of the useless waiting. I forgot about the whole RTHK.
I will start my so-called new life in szu, which I haven't even dreamed of. Class 10 will be recorded in PY's history.
Last night I found my treasure Noctume on Internet, which was really an encouragement to me. I listen to it every night during my tough senior three when everything became uncontrolled. That was not the most difficult time for me in the result of the comfort given by radio 4, whose programmes includes Noctume and Jazzing Up. So now I can simply realize why I am so depressed during the time of the useless waiting. I forgot about the whole RTHK.
I will start my so-called new life in szu, which I haven't even dreamed of. Class 10 will be recorded in PY's history.
Aug 18, 2008
Who am I?
Today I finished the movie Forrest Gump. I got to know this fansy movie from Donna, but she broke her promise even if she had said seriously and sincerely that she will definitely let us appreciate it because it would do a lot of help for our university entrance exam. If her words were true, then she had destroyed the ultimate weapon available for us to fight for the exam.
"My mother always says that you can never moving forward unless you forget the one you were in the past."
This line follows with my memory, which is being blurred.
Who am I?
My mum always says that I am a mold of my father's mother, which makes me angry and shamed. Perhaps she intends to enjoy my intolerance, and she always wins.
Who am I?
I am a perfect girl in the past, at least in someone's eyes. In a sharp contrast, truth is incredible nowadays.
Who am I?
I should forget who I was. And make clear who i am today.
This line follows with my memory, which is being blurred.
Who am I?
My mum always says that I am a mold of my father's mother, which makes me angry and shamed. Perhaps she intends to enjoy my intolerance, and she always wins.
Who am I?
I am a perfect girl in the past, at least in someone's eyes. In a sharp contrast, truth is incredible nowadays.
Who am I?
I should forget who I was. And make clear who i am today.
Aug 13, 2008
midnight, oh my midnight
It is almost midnight. It is a so-called midnight. My life is just a mess. I intended to make my families happy, but the fact is that I am a successful loser. Sadly, only when the midnight comes, can I feel a little dignity inside my heart .
My life is a tragedy maybe.
I'm not good at making my father satisfied, who tenses me up everyday and makes me feel that I am a sucker's daughter even worse. And now we are the family of suckers. That's a fascinating truth.
It seems that I am too weak in the past.
Thanks for the midnight. Thanks for the friend of mosquito Jessica.
My life is a tragedy maybe.
I'm not good at making my father satisfied, who tenses me up everyday and makes me feel that I am a sucker's daughter even worse. And now we are the family of suckers. That's a fascinating truth.
It seems that I am too weak in the past.
Thanks for the midnight. Thanks for the friend of mosquito Jessica.
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